The Last Post

Sometimes there are things in our lives that change everything.

Whether it's a lottery win, a Cancer diagnosis or the son you've never met showing up at your door - one moment can flip a persons world on its head.

My world has changed recently, and it's made me realise this is where it ends for you and I.

What your mother did to me was so awful that I realised that my need for justice, and this search for the truth has always been the weight around my neck for the 20 years I've spent trying to get answers.

It's time for me to break free.

I don't have many years left and refuse to waste them being drained by this endless quest.

Her defiance is proof that either;
- I'm not your father
- She's so evil she takes pleasure from doing whatever it takes to make sure I never get the truth.
- She wants to poison any chance you and I would ever have of a father-son relationship.

There's a saying that goes "never let the same snake bite you twice".

Unfortunately I let her bite me multiple times.

But I see that as my act of kindness towards her, really.

By focussing all her venom on me, hopefully it means she had none left to hurt anyone else with.

It doesn't matter any more if you are my biological son or not.

At this point I would suggest it would not be a good idea if you were to come and look for me, I fear the meeting would not be what either of us might have ever hoped for.

So this is goodbye and fairwell Oliver.

I wish the best for your life still to come.

Location: Pinoso, Alicante, Spain

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